I woke up, felt the beams of a mornings sun caress my face
A face young, but still I taste the salt I spilled
I stumbeled down the stairs
Entered the lush garden, where I sat underneath the spruce on the leaves.
The enemy he was gone
Left me an empty shell
Oh, fiend, at least bring back
The energy of my hate
My forceful rethoric
You intoxicating presence
The meaning of our being
Die
We’re all gonna die
Can’t find a way
Judge me
Today
Not this miserable numbness, and stinging pain
A lesser being now
What is killing you will only kill you
My eyes
This burning
My chest
This stinging
My heart
This nothing
Saw the birds they flew by
The humidity of autumn
No insects
No fluxation of innocent life
Just the brace
For a harder strife
Today
I need the judgement
Will find my way
To your court
Enemy
Let the jury convict us both
Together
I claim my right in their face
And still I fear
And they do nothing
But be
And I am
The taking
Die
Cause I never took
And they never gave
A destiny chiseled in granite, what fingernails can rewrite this?
Maybe the magma that made it will once claim it again?
But punishment is aeons away
The hellfires so far away
Heaven too close
Breathe
We all gonna breathe
To exhale one last breath
Here on this earth
Pressed against her bossom
At least she is
And never
Judges
As we die
And find a way
To bring her
The judgement day
The children
I never was a child
Always I looked ahead
For the time when lesser chains would burden me
Only now I realize
That the past is my chain
Can’t escape
This prison cell
This dungeon
Buildt by me
And them
Part of me
Part of my
Contempt
For Myself
God
On a throne of thorns, he behold his world
One eye bleeding
The other shining
In bright awareness
If such a being is,
A throne above the fire
That consumes us all
Then it knows
That they never claimed
And I never gave
Away
From me
Knowledge
Away
Soul,
Soul like a mirror
Reflecting these horns
Of a bulls charge
Cannot hope
To dodge
With these chains on my corpse
Hope,
That some will live
But they all lay stabbed
Like butterflies to be scrutinized
By my hard judgement
A face young, but still I taste the salt I spilled
I stumbeled down the stairs
Entered the lush garden, where I sat underneath the spruce on the leaves.
The enemy he was gone
Left me an empty shell
Oh, fiend, at least bring back
The energy of my hate
My forceful rethoric
You intoxicating presence
The meaning of our being
Die
We’re all gonna die
Can’t find a way
Judge me
Today
Not this miserable numbness, and stinging pain
A lesser being now
What is killing you will only kill you
My eyes
This burning
My chest
This stinging
My heart
This nothing
Saw the birds they flew by
The humidity of autumn
No insects
No fluxation of innocent life
Just the brace
For a harder strife
Today
I need the judgement
Will find my way
To your court
Enemy
Let the jury convict us both
Together
I claim my right in their face
And still I fear
And they do nothing
But be
And I am
The taking
Die
Cause I never took
And they never gave
A destiny chiseled in granite, what fingernails can rewrite this?
Maybe the magma that made it will once claim it again?
But punishment is aeons away
The hellfires so far away
Heaven too close
Breathe
We all gonna breathe
To exhale one last breath
Here on this earth
Pressed against her bossom
At least she is
And never
Judges
As we die
And find a way
To bring her
The judgement day
The children
I never was a child
Always I looked ahead
For the time when lesser chains would burden me
Only now I realize
That the past is my chain
Can’t escape
This prison cell
This dungeon
Buildt by me
And them
Part of me
Part of my
Contempt
For Myself
God
On a throne of thorns, he behold his world
One eye bleeding
The other shining
In bright awareness
If such a being is,
A throne above the fire
That consumes us all
Then it knows
That they never claimed
And I never gave
Away
From me
Knowledge
Away
Soul,
Soul like a mirror
Reflecting these horns
Of a bulls charge
Cannot hope
To dodge
With these chains on my corpse
Hope,
That some will live
But they all lay stabbed
Like butterflies to be scrutinized
By my hard judgement
