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Tanker ved tind før den endelige vurdering

12/6/2018

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En gang etter nyåret skal jeg foreta en endelig vurdering av min skrivekarriere, beskrive det som har vært og veien videre. Inntil den tid har jeg noen mål jeg må nå. Som de nært meg vet, er det nå ekstremt viktig for meg å ferdigstille prosjekter. I etterkant av publiseringen av Sol invictus, har jeg tre prosjekter jeg skal gjøre unna, før jeg foretar denne vurderingen som ved alle øyensyn kommer til å bli radikal.

Prosjektene er som følger:

Rette de siste 300 sider av journalen Sol invictus. Ble sliten av dette prosjektet, men det må gjøres. Det er godt å ha en liten pause nå. Fordelen er at det er ikke vanskelige deler som er gjenstående, dessuten kan jeg få fikset opp noen få nye bilder mot slutten. Utover det har jeg funnet ut at jeg kan splitte opp dokumentet for å redusere hvor mye plass det tar. Dermed kan det gjøres søkbart via google som en ordinær PDF-fil. Det ligger i kortene at det er svært, svært skuffende at prosjektet, som tok to år å skrive, til nå har kun tre nedlastinger. Det betyr at heller ikke folk som fulgte med på bloggen har villet se det ferdige resultatet. Hva er galt med mennesker?

Rette ferdig min første roman, Blodrøde stjerner, og skrive en redegjørelse av dette prosjektet her på blogg. Har allerede foretatt en større språkvask, og nå går jeg gjennom manuset på setningsnivå. Har omtrent 70 sider igjen. Dette er noe jeg i teorien kan ta på en kveld, men redegjørelsen krever et visst overskudd. Selve språkarbeidet er lett arbeid som jeg iløpet av høsten har brukt som atspredelse, noe jeg kan gjøre selv når jeg er i omtrentelig koma.

Skrive ferdig fortellingen jeg nå har navngitt som "Jotunkvad." Er oppe i ca 12500 ord nå. Historien kan tegne til å ende opp på mellom 20-30 000 ord. Formatet, som er kalt novella, er noe av det mest ignorerte og neglisjerte blant lesere, heller ikke samlinger av kortfortellinger selger noe, men jeg skylder meg selv å gjennomføre og være sann mot meg selv, dessuten er det en god måte å trene opp sin skriveevne etter lang tid med smerte og ødeleggelse. Skjebnen til mange av mine verker er at jeg har hatt en initiell burst, og så fantasert og skrevet endeløst med notater, uten å ha fått ned noe. Det gjaldt spesielt en tekst om løvejakt jeg skulle skrive tilbake i 2012. Skjenket det utrolig mye åndskraft og perfeksjonskravet ble for stort, inntil jeg hadde for mye avstand og alt kollapset. Slik det er, skal jeg hindre dette, og på nyåret kommer jeg til å sette av hvorenn mye tid det tar til å arbeide singulært med dette prosjektet, før jeg er i mål.

Og da er tiden kommet for den endelige vurdering.

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'Reality' Doug link
5/16/2019 11:23:19 am

OT: I am a monolingual ignoramus and have no idea what is in this post. I don't feel comfortable expanding my Web signature by commenting with anything other than my WP account, so I don't comment on AmeriKa. I occasionally see your comments there. I think you are wise and brilliant, but that is because I agree with you, as we both know if we think about it. I just wanted so say I noticed how you think. I added your comment about the great migration of the bronze age to my blog a long time ago. I say your comment on emotion today. I have learned with Red Pill inner game the same thing, what Owen Cook (a.k.a. Tyler Durden) called being congruent, back when he was in his prime form, short-haired beard and slim waist.

I feel very alone. I am in early old age and it seems I have lost the race of life quite badly. I will carry on from here the best I can. I don't have any idea about you, but I know that for sanity's sake it's helpful to read what is essentially your own conclusion but from a distinct human source. I am not religious and therefore not pagan at all. I am a philosopher and except the nihilism of Western decline that comes with it, again as the defining zeitgest of my life. I had no idea what second-wave feminism had just done when I was in my childhood.

OK, you are a philosopher too. That explains a lot. I realize, as I am sure you do too, that philosophy has been bastardized by high IQ people with weak emotional or instinctive self-control, that lots of 'philosophy' is really ideology. I don't suppose two masters, and can't see how paganism and philosophy go together, but one can't socialize as a philosopher in real life, no can we? 'Tis a pity. I posit that I deserved better (though I deserve exactly what I got given the correctness of natural law), and I expect you deserve better too. Blood is cheap, and that which is antithetical to my way of life is cheaper than nothing, from my perspective. Maybe I will run your blog through googy translator. I try to visit this virtual world secondarily to trying to achieve something in meatspace, so I will do it as leisure if and when. Such a hole it is for an old body and withered heart to climb at this late stage of the game. I can't image what it's like in Europe, and I shutter to almost try. Cheers to post-Industrial high culture and its great vectors! I count you as one, for what little that is worth in the real world. Well, pending the neo-paganism part, but I don't presume that I am smarter than you, so I'll keep and open mind. I really should get some meatspace work done. Peace to you, good sir.

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Øystein Tranås Kristiansen link
5/16/2019 08:33:37 pm

Thank you for these words. I don't get alot of traffic to this site, and to be honest I haven't done much to it for quite some time. Hoping to change that, though. It is after all my face towards the world.

I might not give the impression on Amerika, but like you I'm more or less on my last leg. I'm waiting to ride the wave to it's bitter end, and I still have this naive hope of finding a sanctuary some place, some day. Like you I feel I lost a long time ago ...

The relationship between philosophy and religion is a rather large discussion. Suffice to say, I believe paganism means seeing the world per analogy, a forgotten art in western thinking. Not one thing is equal to the other, and the universe is irreductive. By recognizing this we can use analogy to make some sense of it all. I am also in rebellion against my great teacher, Nietzsche, who recommended atheism. I believe spirituality is what can bring the west back to health, and that the lack of spirituality, or alien ones, have damaged us greatly.

Sadly I cannot offer up any of my writings. Everything I write is in Norwegian, as I aim to preserve this language and my ability in it. When I get around to it, though, I hope to get some of my stuff translated. If things start looking up, I plan to finish a collection of philosophical aphorisms, and I also have hopes of writing some very dionysian literature, if that makes sense. If you are to google translate anything, why not start with my philosophical journal called Sol invictus to be found here: http://s000.tinyupload.com/?file_id=03026482306176165778 This writing, at least, is something I stand for. Some of the stuff on my site is old and from a long career as a writer.

All the best, friend.

Tranås or as you know me, Yngve-Frey

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'Reality' Doug link
5/22/2019 07:13:51 pm

Now I understand your use of paganism. I do not choose that path. I regret I did not study the important self-knowing stuff in my youth, meaning roughly any time before reaching 40. Nietzsche is really his sister for his posthumous work, though you may already have considered that. I am agnostic. There is no tidy, complete answer to epistemology. Why don't you get comfortable with that? I like my own philosophy and don't see changing it for paganism or organizing the masses as sentient beings. I want to win in this natural life. Nothing else will do. If the menu must be base only, because the base have so much power, so be it. All the more reason to win. My presumptions of win-win social behavior are now presumptions of win-lose with all but certainly rational men as yourself. I am sorry for our pain, believe me. We should be winning. There is no substitute and we know it.

Though I am nihilistic about humanity for the rest of my life, and in fact all of it, I am not pessimistic about humanity 100 or 500 years from now. I think that science, which is philosophy plus math and empiricism, has made great strides. More can be made if these have been. If there is a third Western civilization, I think there will be important advances in science, so I don't think the universe is irreductive, if I understand what you mean. The time scale of the universe is far more than our patience for understanding it can bear, but if humanity lives another 500 years, why not another billion?

I may read your stuff in translation for entertainment purposes. I don't expect you to persuade me with something I don't already believe, and if you did by my effort to study, would it be actionable? I lack time and vitality, and only becoming a success can change that. I try to be successful as some small logical step forward each day despite it all, even if that means resting or waiting well. I am overwhelmed. I wish I could have my youth back with the awareness I have now. I do not love my parents, and you can speculate on my upbringing.

I am giving you unsolicited advice from little data about you. I mean well. I trust you will filter it rigorously and trust yourself first and foremost. I get the impression you put too much value in your writings because you put too much value in people generally. They are a cog around your neck. You cannot write for the general public and for yourself as human beings one and all.

Writing is a tool, like subrationals, like us to our chagrin. Tools are to be used by definition. What life should not be lived? The natural right is for a person to live his own life per the Enlightenment and some nice early American propaganda. The propriety of misuse of tools is a matter of perspective, and we do not inhabit the same bodies or the same minds.

It is dead wrong to theorize without adequate data. That is why propaganda is so effective on rational boys like you and I were. There is really no need for enlightenment in general without power in general. If I had a son, I would teach him to acquire power and the knowledge necessary for doing that, and to pursue more sublime knowledge as a later luxury if he can earn it. It is something like Maslow's hierarchy of needs. I may be right in the sublime, but I have feet of clay, so I am not right. Might makes write. I need action for me and against what is antithetical to me. You are no different.

What I recommend is PUA pragmatism and red pill philosophy, which means practical evolutionary psychology. There is one case where social experimentation on humans is quite feasible: first impressions. PUA field work is about first impressions with a specific presentation in mind (which may or may actually be relevant to how subjects respond). PUA field testing works great because the subrationals, of which wymun are the greatest, make social decisions very quickly based on cues of body language, both individual and interactive. I think you should read about the Triune Brain Model if you have not. The best introduction I know is at eruptingminds.com. Imagine wamin have a locus of control in their instincts. The rest will follow. They don't carefully consider how gets between their legs consciously or over weeks. Subrationals do not vote for systemic excellence, just instant gratification. What able animal in the wild does not make the kill when the kill can be made? How often do easy scores come in the wild? Instincts, emotions, reason: those are very different perspectives and they operate at very different speeds. Animal weakness invites animal attack. Evolutionary psychology is the only framework that explains my social world to me. I hope you will try it, I mean observe and test. It is getting more and more unsafe to experiment, but it is also more necessary for a rational man to understand how the things around him perceive stimulus and respond. It is disgusting. It is enthralling. If your heart is too big, you have overestimated human worth by two orders of magnitud

'Reality' Doug link
5/22/2019 07:29:13 pm

Tranås, I attempted to translate your work with google. I downloaded then uploaded. Your file size is 19.8 MB. The response I get when uploading is that the file size may not exceed 1 MB. Maybe you could remove or reduce images? And of course, you can not worry about it at all! Organisms are in a contest. I'd much rather you win regardless of what that means for the typical crap all around you. This is just information for your consideration of your purposes, which I do not define.

Peace, brother.

Doug

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oysteintk@hotmail.com link
6/4/2019 08:06:42 am

My works are not important at this point. Maybe in a number of years I'll have some translations of certain stuff. I do believe word has a function where you can translate large swats of text, though.

I'm well aquainted with red pill philosophy and that whole school of thought. I've studied it for years and years, and was a big fan of the late Chateau Heartiste. What a friend of mine and I found is that theory is one thing, there is also doing, and both of us seemed unable to become dominant alphas. I actually qualify as a gamma male.

I think at one point the introvert must accept his place. There are things we can do that others can not. I don't really want to become a highschool footballer.

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'Reality' Doug
6/5/2019 12:16:36 pm

I'm glad for you that you considered the Red Pill with it's ramifications. I don't buy into the Vox Day hierarchy. I wrote why in a blog post titled "A Critique of Vox’s Socio-Sexual Hierarchy." You are an eagle trying to swim with your legs. We have no choice but to be a better animal when we 'socialize' with the animals. Avoidance is often the better strategy, but not always. Dominant alphas come and go. Life in the wild, or by rules of the jungle, is short and harsh. Shakespeare said better to have loved and lost. What is a smart calculated gamble? Red pill theory is not useful without field experience. I don't know what you have tried. I learned that I am also not an alpha, but I knew that. I had positive social experiences that I thought I would never have. Knowing what women what and being it are very different, but we rationals need to know. Just know what women are and treat them accordingly from what social leverage you do and do not have. I know that I need to make money, to have social relevant to the point of being middle class not irrelevant socially and therefore as a man. I will play office politics if I ever get another change. Co-workers are not really human. Knowing that is a huge advantage.

You are not intrinsically an introvert any more than you are intrinsically a cynic. I also wrote a blog post entitled "Introverts, Make Peace with The Narrative!" My goal is to make money and become a playboy. I don't that will happen, but I am NOT investing in this human shit. Hedonism is the only winning available for us except to plant seed for the future, which is what a financially independent traveler can do. I would study humanity to write about it for rational brothers, assuming there are any. That would be the ultimate achievement for me. Not likely of course. Making money is my focus. I need back in the economy. I am discriminated against and lack work experience. My mind is intellectual integrity not narrative integrity. Things are lost in translation and herd animals want their narrative. Of course it's hard. That's the whole point of field work. You have instincts and emotions. Explore and command them. Instincts are animal. It is in you, as you already know. Anyway, that is my view and how I am coping and setting a course, that goes nowhere but I will try this until things are chaotic, at which point my overt masculine animal will express itself as much as possible. Field work gave me that self-awareness. I wish we could do field work together. My health mental, physical,and financial does not allow for it, and my language is limited to English. If you must interact with these animals, why not experiment and learn? I know not how far you've gone with that, but I suggest you be selfish. If your vocabulary is perverted from childhood propaganda, your selfishness is merely self-interest and self-preservation. You did not ask for this animal jollies war. I ramble. My catharsis. I wish you the best. There is nothing wrong with you except the covert mass persecution. It's external in cause.

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'Reality' Doug
6/5/2019 12:41:24 pm

This is what got cut off, i.e. part 2, for whatever it's worth. I think I have said anything helpful that I can say. I hope you are successful in your endeavors, Tranås. I also recommend Dalrocks post "What is the blue pill?" The answer is chivalry. All long-lived institutions are corrupt and animal sexual. I think I have expressed myself to you fully with this last commment. I trust you have my email, though I know not what to add by exchanging text. The field of play is what it is. The challenge is what it is. Now part 2 to complete my comment from earlier (and I edited it slightly just now, mainly by addition):

If your heart is too big, you have overestimated human worth by two orders of magnitude, like I did. If things don't make sense socially, theorize lower, baser. You are of course correct to suppose that religion is the opioid for the masses, but do we need them in the long run? Does a progressive humanity need them.

The New World Order is only the first contestant in political globalization. They need not be the last. Not everything about what they are doing is wrong, but it is certainly wrong for you and me. What I mean is that if evolution requires baby steps and if humanity is to progress, then lesser humans must regularly fail at life so that greater humans success. Resources are limited, and that drives this whole thing. Better to harmonize with life, an evolutionary process, and look for opportunities to nudge the flow than to stand against the natural process as a pedestrian vis-a-vis a bus. Supernatural perfection is a lie. It has no application in the natural world, but it makes a great guilt trip.

If nothing else, you know that you are not completely alone in your thoughts, that your eyes and your mind are fundamentally correct. I am not against writing and planting the seeds for a better tomorrow. It's laudable. However, Spinoza did not win. A very kindhearted intellectual he was. I admire him. He's my favorite Jew. He did not write anything deeply meaningful after having the opportunity to reflect on the Dutch year of disaster (1672). I believe it could have been glorious. In other words, take what you can in this life. Do what you can in this life. I realize I am being presumptuous. I only give the advice I would give to myself 30 years ago if only I could. (I don't know how old you are. I am low 50s.) What fits you I don't know. It is interesting that, in the Matrix, Neo did not have to run when he was ready to not run. You are a superior man. You cannot relate to 99% of the people around you if you are anything like me. I don't do field work now because now it's all about making money at all. The dearth is overwhelming. But it was the field work that opened my eyes. The pain of the same female social techniques over and over again is very instructive if you let your logic handle it. Owen Cook (a.k.a. RSDTyler) did some great videos on you.tube circa 2009-2012, when he had a slim waist and a full short-haired beard. You might appreciate it. The simple book The Manipulated Man by Esther Vilar might interest you. And it might not. Do what pleases you. I hate guilt and obligation. Nor do I have anything figured out to the point of success. How painful it is to know that those who don't understand success can be successful, and those who do understand success can be unsuccessful. I am aggressively focused on what I think is the most practical and trying to get meaningful something done. Hasn't happened in a long time, but I know what people are. It ain't pretty. If I ever get another opportunity to play office politics, I will be the best at it. I hope your life will become very successful and happy, and I hope that for myself. This was enough catharsis for now. I hope you got something pleasant if not practical from reading it. I just might read your stuff, when I just can't take facing my primary goal any more and I need a mental diversion. I try to stay focused. Ain't nothing like winning. This tool of the system works for himself to the extent possible. May you do the same for yourself, brother. You are NOT a stateless or near stateless automaton. They are. Your potential advantages are not theirs. Pros are cons and cons are pros depending on context, on decline vs. incline. Yin is ascendant now. Wear a Yin suit when dealing with the pure animals. Your Yin can calculate three moves ahead but it takes much more effort to configure and calibrate. Their Yin is intuitive and works right out of the box of puberty. Perfect poker face. Best to you!

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